Living freely

I love people who are able to 'live' 'freely' ...n just be them without any pretentions.Most of the times I am 'me' but I know sometimes I am not.

n I don't like myself then. Anyways, after having spent an hour thinking about the same...i think I know why-
I judge myself (too soon) at times......sad but true :( :( :(

I am back !!!!

ok....I cant remember the last time I posted...Its been two years.

Created new blogs in between -but never mind I think i will stick to this .

As a matter of fact i liked reading my posts today. Can't imagine how time flies n life has definitely changed in last two years. some for better , some for worse but loving every bit of it.

One thing which hasn't changed is me being a confused soul- i think 'confusion' defines me.

So lets see

I am done with my MBA
I am working with fmcg company and unlike my previous job, I am liking it and finally I am able to relate to what I am doing. I can definitely see myself doing this for a couple of years which is a big thing.
So let me see -over last two years -Made great friends ,learned new things, explored new places, met new people, watched loads of movies, sitcoms and left somethings behind.So things have definitely changed.

Thats it for now. I seriously hope to see myself more active on this blog now!!

Approval not needed

OK........I am angry today.......no upset is the right word.

Why???
Because there are some people who don't approve of somethings I do..

Are those people important???
No

Did u do something wrong??
No, I did something I felt like doing n there was nothing wrong with it.

Then why do u need approval???
Because may be I have been taught to seek every body's approval .

But it's not worth it.Can u change that???
I am trying

Then don't worry ........things will get just fine...keep trying
n remember if you know what you are doing is right....its just fine.
Trust yourself

Its just anything

I love reading blogs............I love it.
Call me anything ...I know its not fair that i dont update mine as much as i should but i just like reading those raw emotions which some people are able to express so beautifully.
Anyways nothing much is happening in my life.I am waiting to move out of something I am currently in and join Something very exciting.
So this is that period where I dont have anything substantial to do.
Good....I like it.
Funny I know two hrs later I am going to crib over not having anything important to do.There are times when I cant understand my reactions.One moment I am Up another moment I am down.n Then I have to remind myself that I am either overreacting or overestimating a situation n nothing in this world is worth this kind of reactions.Then with my logical thinking(which I wasn't blessed with but have developed because of being around very logical friends n family members I have finally developed)n talking out things with few friends I am able to pacify myself n think straight.
.......................................I dont know what I am writing.....It is so unconnected but I am not going to delete this blog.(I have deleted loads of blogs as I didn't consider them good enough)
But I am not deleting this.